Hey. It's me and my tissue box here. ): YOU FUCKING TORE MY HEART. when you say spit everything now, say what you want to say. do you even mean it? :/ why must you hide things, why must you lie, why must it be now, why must you make me stand up and fall back to square one again.. and why must it be her. you could be honest from the start, i could still forgive. Because no matter how they tell me it was, i believed in what you said instead. Now, i can never find back trust, i don't know where they went anymore, maybe they're gone. or maybe they long went extinct since from the second i got cheated by a dozen times. The worst thing is, my heart won't even listen to my mind. why can't i control it. :/ It stills begs me to return to the place where it bleeds the most. Stupid heart :/ you have no brains at all.
And you, don't stand in front of me a second, then stab me from the back. regretted for caring you when you got hurt, regretted for helping you to scold him when you both were tgt. regretted for the time i sacrificed for you when i know that the other party wouldn't be happy. After all what i stupidly did, this is your payback to me. Still said you understand me, know whats its like, then now? I am just so disappointed in you.
